Friday, December 16, 2005

Find Myself

For the past few months, the world has been revolving in an accelerated pace for me. I find myself being engulfed by the constant change of enviroment around me.

I am loosing control ... I am lost ...

I will be going away for a while. To be alone. To find peace with myself. To get a clear picture of where I am now and what lies ahead of me.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Continue to BLoG?

I have not been blogging for the past 7 blogging days. Yesterday, while having a short conversation with GM via skype, he alerted me to update my blog and he is visiting it everyday :"> I really doubt that anyone would be interested to read about what a little girl writes :P

I replied saying that I have been pondering on whether I should continue to blog. When I was asked why, I was speechless - I could not explained. After having some quite time to myself - to think about it - yesterday night, the answer lies in my troubled soul.

How can I possibly write about myself when I have lost myself - I do not know what I am doing with my life :(